Reflections of the Mind

To say that I am somewhat in mental limbo right now would be putting it mildly. I think I am more leaning towards full blown panic or complete mental collapse. Either way it really does not make a difference as I am going to be up shits creek here in a few weeks.

And [...]

Days of Future Past.

A lot has been going on in my life of late. For example: Two days ago Red and I got a visit from a very close friend and her husband. The morning ended in calling 911 to rush this poor guy to the hospital for what we later found out was a brain aneurysm [...]

Life goes on.

No word from Doctor as yet.

So now I have to wait until Monday to call and see if there was anything out of place on the last CT scan and the breath tests I took.

Waiting… It is the devils playground for the mind.

Even though we are told not to expect the [...]

Sitting in a parking lot

Just finished my second CT scan in 6 months. Still not able to breath normally without coughing my fool head off. The tightness in my chest, the Flem I cough up constantly. The headaches. It is all having its toll on my mental wellness.

I try so hard to do what Doctors tell me. [...]